Trying something new tell me what you think and please BE HONEST
Never Really Mine
I loved you in a place that never existed
Even if I had tried your charm couldn’t be resisted
Who knew something would feel right when it started off wrong
We had a little piece of heaven but we both had others in our homes.
I slowly began to fall knowing I would get hurt in the end
But you were not only my lover you became a very close friend
How could something blossom from what little time we shared
In my mind this wasn’t temporary I thought you would always be here.
How could you leave me without saying goodbye
Each day I wake up all I do is cry
I feel so hurt that you left me behind
I don’t know why I’m so upset when you were never really mine.
I think back to when we first met
I saw someone who needed love and had so much promise
I never knew what you would become to me
Now that you are gone I don’t feel complete.
I sit here alone waiting for your call
I know you had love for me since I gave you my all
I wish I could hate you for the hurt that you’ve caused
But my heart still belongs to you and my life is on pause.
How could you leave without saying goodbye
Each day I wake up all I could do is cry
I feel so hurt that you left me behind
I don’t know why I’m so upset when you were never really mine.
I have to get back out there and forget about you
My heart just won’t let you go no matter what I do
I would get over you if I can
But my heart just won’t fall for another man.
How could you leave me without saying goodbye
Each day I wake up all I could do is cry
I feel so hurt that you left me behind
I don’t know why I’m upset when you were never really mine.

This is some more lyrics I have written please be honest like you usually are.
I Heard
it came as a big surprise to me
Buy my friend said that she saw you with another lady
Its been such a short time since we fell apart
Now there’s another woman who owns your heart.
I haven’t been able to move on just yet
My heart is still full of regret
How could you forget the love that we had
I feel so betrayed I can’t even get mad.
But I heard
That you treat her like a queen
And I heard
That she is your everything
And then I heard
That you’ve forgotten all about me
I heard
That you regret ever loving me.
I keep trying to move on with my life
I can’t because I thought that I would be your wife
Now you giving her the ring that belongs to me
How could you be so cold and ugly.
I thought the love we had was true
I gave the best of myself to you
I couldn’t imagine that it would turn out like this
My heart was yours from the very first kiss.
But I heard
That you treat her like a queen
And I heard
That she is your everything
And then I heard
That you’ve forgotten all about me
I heard
That you regret ever loving me.
You say that I am a note from your past
And you knew that we would never last
Why did you lead me in for so long
If I knew how you really felt I would’ve been gone.
But I heard
That you treat here like a queen
And I heard
That she is your everything
And then I heard
That you’ve forgotten all about me.

Just One More Time
I have only this one wish
To feel your lips in a kiss
I long to be in your arms again
Why do have to leave my heart in a tail spin.
I only have this one dream
To be the one that you need
Wrap your arms around me in an embrace
I long to see your handsome face.
I only have this one desire
To be the one who lights your fire
Just hold me tight
And let me cry into you throughout the night.
I have only one request
And that’s not to be your regret
I can’t get you off of my mind
I just want to make love to you just one more time.

My daughter has been upset because I wrote a poem for one of her bros so here’s to her.
My First Love
Seventeen years ago I fell in love for the first time
All of my childish ways I put behind
I had to make a life just for you
Back then for me it wasn’t easy to do
You became the center of my world
I was so proud of my baby girl
Every smile made my heart fill with joy
You healed a broken heart and made my life easier to enjoy
Now I look at how you’ve grown up so much
The road was hard and the path was rough
But you are a young lady filled with such grace
Watching you blossom always put a smile on my face
As you go into the real world just know one thing
No matter how far you go I will be there to help you through the suffering.